Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Edited: After thinking for awhile, I guess I shouldn't write this entry at all. It makes people go "BOO!". Tomorrow will be a better day I guess!





Stolen 2 pictures from Shiying's blog! Woohoo!

Miscellaneous Stuff

Accompanied my sis to do some miscellaneous stuff. She's late because she need to comb hair. I am learning to control my temper these days but it seems like the more I control it, the more it leaks out. Like today, I kind of flare up my temper just because of minor things. Is it even necessary?

I don't know what is happening to me. I guess people are humans and humans had feelings too. Tolerating can be a good way to bottle up feelings but it is quite painful when too many gets bottled up.

Like what my best friend told me. Try to think of the happy memories and it will work. But when things happen, you just couldn't be cool and think about the happy memories. All you think of is the unfair treatment and the bottled up feelings.

I really don't want to put the emotions on friends. Friends and family members around me are innocent. Why do they need to get it from me when it is not their fault. Please be fair.

Like what people say, when you do this to others, the same unkind treatment will get back to you some day. I call it retribution. I might have done this to others and some day, it will reflect at me. It's a matter of time. Till that day.

I am really trying to learn. To learn to stand up for what is right and fight back if it is necessary. Don't flare up temper to those close ones around you unless you are forced to. Only then, I can be as good as me.

Sorry to post such a mood sinking entry. I just need to express myself through something. I am better now. Look! I even draw a pair of eyes on "PAINT".



Lilian Auntie, YOU ROCK!

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